Status (30 day Challenge)
Came across this on my friends blog, http://www.lifethroughmywaters.wordpress.com. I found it to be really interesting and it is something I would love to do. I won’t do it for 30 days straight as I’m busy with other things but ill make sure I finish it.
So, today I’m supposed to talk about my relationship status. Well I’m sure no one really cares but ill tell you guys anyway, I’m single. I have been single for almost a year now. When my last relationship ended, I told myself that I would wait for about a year before I start another one. I didn’t feel like I was ready. I didn’t feel like it was just me. Most people my age find it easier to date. They can last longer and yh sometimes I wish I was the type that could but I guess maybe it’s not just my time. I have learnt to accept it and it isn’t a bad thing. Everyone matures differently. Being single has been bittersweet for me. To be honest, there are days when I wish I could have someone that I could talk to all day and all night. I wish I had someone to buy me roses and chocolates and cover me with a thousand kisses. Lol. There are days also that I sit down and think about how I don’t have to try and impress anyone. I can do whatever I want without someone breathing down my neck. I would use my friend’s word here. I don’t want anyone ‘gagging’ me. I don’t have to explain myself to anyone. So basically, single life for me could be lonely and liberating. Don’t get me wrong, relationships could be really sweet. Sometimes I see pictures of beautiful couples and I’m like ‘OMG! Why can’t this be me and that handsome mister?’ But at the same time, where am I rushing to? This period is for me. It is for me to better myself to be a better human. I’m still learning to be confident and believe in myself because if I don’t who will?
Before you judge me, try hard to love me – MJ