Hey beautiful people,
Yesterday, I spoke about my future. Well, today I am going to talk about my very first love…woohoo…this guy that I’m going to talk about is the one that defined love for me…Amazing person…anyway let me not waste your time too much..Let me get on with it…
He was my first love but I didn’t know at the time. I was 6 years old, I think, when I met this guy for the first time and Oh My Lord, I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. Most beautiful creature I had ever seen in my life. He was looking like a Greek god. I met him in church. We were in a group of friends. I had a serious crush on him which I thought I hid very well. I always wanted to be around him. I looked forward to seeing him every Sunday and for the rest of the week…his face was plastered in my mind, my heart, my soul..It was amazing..Wish I could tell him but maine I found it hard to cuz I didn’t know how to tell people stuff like that…I thought it was just a crush at first….You know what made me realise it wasn’t? Wait…Wait…Hold on….okay..what made me realise that I was truly in love with him was after I kept yearning for him for 7 years…Yes you read right…7 years..At some point, I didn’t even see him anymore because we were both going to different secondary schools…I only saw him once in a while…AND NOW….I haven’t yet seen him in a while….i have just seen pictures and believe me, he is still that sexy ass guy that i feel in love with…he has just matured more….I am obviously not that much in love with him anymore…But I still love him enough to always have him in my mind because he was my first love…no one can replace him in my life….and I’m sorry if the hair on my body stands when I see him or my dark cheeks turn rosy red when he compliments me or my face lights up when he says my name….He was my first love… Sue me…Haha..
Before you judge me, try hard to love me – MJ