Its been a while since I posted on this blog. I keep going to it day after day and I keep saying that I will come back to it soon but its been such a long time.
Today, I decided that I will post a little something to explain the reason for my hiatus. Lol…You might not care much but I will explain anyway.
So, this writer’s block of a thing is really serious. I find myself not finding anything to write. Its actually really serious right now. Its actually affecting me real bad and its making me feel like I am losing myself.
It really sucks but I’m trying day by day to find my inspiration again. Actually, I think I might be finding a new reason to write. So, I’m just trying to get my thoughts together to put something brilliant together.
I have also been going through this major transition in my life and its kind of adventurous and frustrating. I am doing things that I will not do not normally do.
Its adventurous because its like I am being put on a journey and it is different and I am trying to enjoy the ride. However, it feels frustrating as well because I don’t know where this ride is taking me.
I am nervous of it ending badly and having to deal with pain yet again. The ride is fun right now and I am loving it right now and I am hoping that it will take me to such a high point.
This transition is just so different. Its almost driving me bonkers but I am loving it. I am acting on impulse. I am smiling more. I am laughing more. I feel like I have a reason to wake up every morning.
Its a great feeling. This transition has prevented me from writing much. So, that’s another reason. I am going to come back though because I need to.
It isn’t a want; It’s a NEED right now. I need to write. It is absolutely necessary. If I don’t, I am afraid of what will become of me. I’m sounding dramatic right? I know but that’s exactly how I feel. So, I am hoping you guys will be here when I am back.
Thanks for reading.