So, Where Have I Been?


I can’t believe how long I have been away from here

I have gone on a hiatus before but not this long…

I always try my best to write at least three times a month

And I am so shocked that I haven’t written in a while.

I have wanted to.

God knows I’ve tried

But it’s like I have been going through a really bad writing crisis.

I haven’t been been able to have good ideas of what to write.

And when I do, I don’t think that I’m good enough and I just stop.

I feel like such a terrible writer.

I don’t feel good about my writing at all and so when I start to and I think of that,…I just stop.

Writing, for me is very personal.

It’s my way out…my escape; my diary, my journal, my journey, my scars, my life so far

And so not being able to write has left me feeling boxed up with so many emotions.

Anyway,…I am deeply humbled that even when I feel like such a terrible, terrible writer, there are actually people out there who still read what I write and who listen to what I have to say.

So, I felt the need to explain my absence.

I have also been going through some changes in my life.

I will be getting my undergraduate degree soon and I will be 20 in a few months.

I am so blessed. God has been so good to me.

Anyway, I will be talking about all of this later.

I think I am going to be writing a lot more soon because I have a lot that I want to say.

I want to thank God for giving me the strength and the drive to write again because being away from here has really taken a toll.

Anyway, talk to you guys soon.

Till then,

Stay Blessed. x

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