I can’t believe how long I have been away from here
I have gone on a hiatus before but not this long…
I always try my best to write at least three times a month
And I am so shocked that I haven’t written in a while.
I have wanted to.
God knows I’ve tried
But it’s like I have been going through a really bad writing crisis.
I haven’t been been able to have good ideas of what to write.
And when I do, I don’t think that I’m good enough and I just stop.
I feel like such a terrible writer.
I don’t feel good about my writing at all and so when I start to and I think of that,…I just stop.
Writing, for me is very personal.
It’s my way out…my escape; my diary, my journal, my journey, my scars, my life so far
And so not being able to write has left me feeling boxed up with so many emotions.
Anyway,…I am deeply humbled that even when I feel like such a terrible, terrible writer, there are actually people out there who still read what I write and who listen to what I have to say.
So, I felt the need to explain my absence.
I have also been going through some changes in my life.
I will be getting my undergraduate degree soon and I will be 20 in a few months.
I am so blessed. God has been so good to me.
Anyway, I will be talking about all of this later.
I think I am going to be writing a lot more soon because I have a lot that I want to say.
I want to thank God for giving me the strength and the drive to write again because being away from here has really taken a toll.
Anyway, talk to you guys soon.
Stay Blessed. x