E is for Examination
I apologise for my absence for the last week. This post would explain why.
So, I started writing my final exams yesterday which means that, by God’s grace, I would be a graduate.
How do I feel?
Well, to be honest, at this very moment, I just feel tired. This whole term drained me and I just want it all to be over. I did some really strenuous activity this term and now, I also have to pack all my belongings out of my room by next week.
I am extremely grateful. It still hasn’t really dawned on me that I am actually finishing my undergraduate degree but I am still so thankful. God has seen me through these really tough couple of years. It’s been one crazy, tough journey.
These last years in uni, I have experienced happiness and pain – like real tough pain. I have come close to being suicidal. There were days when it really seemed like I could not go on anymore but here I am today.
I remember telling my sister right before she entered uni this year that you get to experience life there. You are being thrown into a valley of all kinds of people and no one would hold your hand through that. You have to figure out life for yourself in Uni because it prepares you for the world.
And prepared I am.
I know that life outside uni is different and could be really tough but some of the things that I experienced in uni has changed me. I am no more the same person. I look at the girl that walked in here and I know that it is not me anymore.
I have learnt a lot about life and also about Journalism and English Literature, so please, if you know anyone that would be willing to hire a degree holder in these areas, let me know. Lol. I’m just fooling. Lol..not really.
But, I am thankful to God and to my parents, especially my mum. She has done a lot to keep me afloat in terms of my education and I do not know where I would be if not for her.
Anyway, I am still writing my exams. So, I don’t really finish until its done. Anyway, wish me good luck and pray for me please. I need all the prayers that I can get. 🙂