So, I’ve been sitting at my laptop for almost 30 mins trying to figure out what to write. I have looked through my notes and even essays that I have written to figure out something to put down but nothing feels right.
If I’m being honest, I did not feel like writing today. My heart is just not here right now. All day, my tear ducts have been super active and my heart has been feeling heavy. I don’t know if it’s because I’m having my period or what exactly it is, I just feel very down.
It has to do with my work. I don’t know if it’s that I’m lazy or not trying hard enough but for the past couple of days, I have just felt hopeless. I don’t seem to know where my life is heading right now and that is making me feel all caged up inside.
I’ve really been trying to not be all depressing and whatnot but today is just one of those days. This is just me being honest.
Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.
God is good though. That is one thing that will never change.