I am through with the dating game.

What is it about me that says ‘ready to be played?’ 

I spent the last week being completely depressed. I slept a lot. I cried a lot and I thought a lot. One could say it was due to PMS or one could say it was due to the fact that I got approached by yet another dude who likes me enough to want to have sex with me but not enough to actually date me. Or it could be both, who knows? Crazier things have happened eh?

As you may know, I am a romantic. I am corny. I am sappy. I believe that love is one of the most meaningful things in this world but lately, I’ve started to doubt that. I mean, I still think it is but maybe just not for me. I am at my wit’s end when it comes to this dating game and at this point, I just want to simply step out of it.

I feel exhausted and worn out. Maybe it’s the PMS but I spent the last week trying to figure out what was wrong with me. What is it about me that says ‘ready to be played?’

In the last few years, I have grown to be more confident in the woman that I am but this last week showed me that I still have a long way to go. But as for this dating game, I feel done. I feel through.

And it sucks more because I have loved but haven’t ever felt that love back. So, I don’t even know what it means to be in a relationship with a person who thinks you’re the best thing since sliced bread. And I worry sometimes that I wouldn’t get that.

This is not post asking for sympathy. This is just a post that mirrors what I am going through in my life right now. And I want to know if I have sisters or brothers out there who feel the way I do. But, as of right now, I’m done.

I can’t keep doing this. It’s not even fun anymore.

15 thoughts on “I am through with the dating game.

  1. You stole a page from my diary lol ok at least I’m not alone. It’s crazy I have sad everything in you post. I have never captured a man’s heart like he did mine. I don’t date anymore at all

    1. Oh my Gosh! My sister-in-arms!! It gets frustrating and I don’t know if I can anymore. How long has it been since you stopped dating? How has it been for you? If you don’t mind me asking

  2. I love you 💕💕💕. I felt that title in my soul…It’s almost like you got in my head and wrote down my thoughts. So far, I’ve learnt that in life, a lot of bad things come our way before we eventually come across something more rewarding and I trust and pray that’s what’s happening in this situation 💕

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